By: Thirdy
Alamko sa sarilikonamahalkona din sya. Hindi akomapakalipagnagkasitsiya. Masaya akopagkasamakosiya at kumpletonaangarawkokapagnakitakolangsiya. Hours later, I decided to cook food for him. Busying busy akosapaglulutonahindikonamalayannagumisingnapalasiya at pumunta sa kusina. Biglaniyaakoyinakap ng mahigpitsalikod at hinalikanako sa likod nga akingulo. Walasiya’ngsinabitapospumuntanasiya sa banyo. Bagosiyapumasok, tinignanmunaniyaako at ngumiti. Ngitinaparang nag-iinvitenasamahansiyamaligo. Binilisankoangpaglutotapossumunodako sa kanya. Bagoakopumasok, biglakongna-isip kung okay langbatalagaangganitongkalagayannamin. Gusto baniyatalagaito or dalalangpala to ng libog. Bakadahilma’ysakitsiya at hindisiyanakapag-isip ng matino. “Bahalana” sabiko at kumatoknaako. Napansinkohindipala ta nakalock, kaya pumasokako..
Nang pumasoknaako sa banyo, nakitakosiyanakabriefnalang. Kinabahanakopero excited kunganongmangyayari. He smiled at me na may dalanglaswa.
J: Bab? Pwedemobaakopaligo-an? Walakasiakong energy maligoperokailangankonamaligokasiangbahokona.
A: Uhh… cge Bab, walangproblema.
J: Cge, maghubadkanarin para hindimabasamgadamit mo.
Agadkona din hinubadang t-shirt at shorts ko. Iniwankolangang brief ko. Kitangkitananyanagalitnagalitnayungtitiko. He just smiled. Ganun din sakanya - galitnagalit. Grabenakakalibogtalagasiyangtingnan. He turned on the shower and we both went inside the shower curtain. I grabbed the soap and started soaping him slowly (and passionately) at the back, then he faced me. Sinabunankoyung dib-dib niya at abs niya ng paulit-ulit. Napansinyataniyana hesitant akosabuninang baba niya. Kinuhaniyaangkamaykoanginilagay sa loob ng brief. For the first time, nahawakankoangngayonggalitnagalitnatitiniya. Nasa 6-7 inches atayun. Sinabunanko ng sinabunankoyungtiti at bayagniyahanganghinubadnaniyayung brief niya para makawalasi junior. Kinuhaniyayungsabon at sinabunanna din niyaako. Ginawa din niyayungginawako. Unasalikodtapos sa haraptapos sa titiko. Hinubaranna din nyaako at sinabunanlangniyaangtitiko. Ganun din ako. Habangsinabunannyayungtitiko,
sinabunanko din siya. Sabonlang kami ng sabonhanggangsinalsalnanaminangisa’tisa.Grabesya mag-moan! Nakakalibog! Sometimes, we pressed each other’s dicks and balls and rubbed it passionately.
J: Bab? Malapitnaako..
A: Ako din Bab.
J: Sige, sabaytayo.
Nagkaputukanna kami at tumawa lang. Nagbanlawagad kami at pinagpatuloykonaangpagligoko sa kanya. Pagkatapos ng ganapannaiyon, pinakainkonalangsiya sa linutoko at pinatulogkona din. Mamayamaya, dumatingyungisang ate niya at umalisna din ako. Mga alas otso ng gabi, I got a text from him saying thank you at sanamaulitdawyungnangyari. I just replied a “:)”
That was the start of our intimate friendship. There was a time when he slept in our house, he hugged me at the back while lying down. He slowly placed his hands in my dick which is already a hard-on then started caressing it. Then, pinasokniyayungkamayniyasaloob ng brief at sinasalsalniyaakohangganglinabasan. He does this while kissing the back of my neck and biting on my earlobes. It was so sexy and hot. At times, I do the same for him. Minsan, natryna din naminang public jakol. Kapagwalangtaosa CR, jinajakolkosiya. Fetish niyaito kaya sarapnasarapsiyanito. Even though we were doing these things, it never came to the point that we had sex or kaya chupa man lang. Hanggangsalsallang kami. Nagingjakol buddy kosiya. I think it’s because it was awkward for us but we never talked about it. We were also discreet to these things. This was just something we shared. This was something that we can call our “own thing”.
Our closeness grew fonder over the months until it became too obvious to our classmates. One day, Nikki approached me.
Nikki: Thirdy, anoba kayo ni Jonathan?
Ako: Huh? What do you mean?
N: Eh kasi, nagtakanamga classmates natin if kayo ba. Sobrang close nakasi kayo. Parang sweet na kayo sa isa’tisa.
Ako: Talaga? Hayaannyosila. Bestfriendslang kami ni Jonathan.
Little did I know, that tinutuksonapalasi Jonathan sa mga classmates namin especially mga guys. Barakongbarako kaya si Jonathan at hayopmakipaglaro ng basketball. Tapos, madami din nagkakagustosakanya, babae man o lalaki. Haha.. At first, hindinyaitopinansin until it bothered him a lot. Weeks had passed and he gave me cold treatments. Una, he texted nahindinadawsiyasasabay sa akin going to school. While in school, he just smile, say hi but never talks to me anymore. The atmosphere became awkward between us. He spends his lunchtime with our other classmates. Eventually, he no longer replies to my texts and he goes out with his other friends. Our friendship grew cold. Hindi namanakonagtaka. Sabikolang sa sarilikonabaka he needs space. I did not show that I was bothered. Instead, I played it cool.
Even if I “played” it cool, I know deep down that it hurts. It really hurts. Sometimes, I ran to the bathroom stall just to cry because I could not take anymore the pain. I just don’t understand why he won’t talk to me about what happened. At least, masettlenaminyung issue or at least man langna I will know the reasons behind his cold treatment. At times, i approached him to talk but he always says that he is busy, or he has basketball practice, blah, blah, blah. I hated myself for what happened. Sana hindinalangnagingganoonyung friendship namin. Hope we could just be friends lang without those “benefits”. I cried so hard until there were tears left to cry.
One night, may sumisigawsabahaynamin.
J: Thirdy!?! Labaskadyan! Thirdy?!?!
A: Uy Jonathan, lasing ka ah. Anoproblemamo?
**When he saw me, he wrapped his hands around me and cried.
J: Bab, miss na miss kita.
A: Anobanangyarisaiyo? Bakitkanaglasing?
J: Hindi ko kaya Bab. Hindi konanaintindihan. Naguguluhannaako.
**At sumukasiya.
I brought him inside, cleaned him, changed his clothes and let him sleep in my room. While he was sleeping, i could not help but just stare at him. Gwapotalaganya. That time, it just sinked in that for the past weeks, complicated yung friendship namin. We did not talk about it but it happened so fast. Okay pa kami nungunapero next thing I know, hindina.Bakanapressuresiyasamgatukso ng mga classmates namin. O di kaya, para nailangnasiya sa closeness namin. I hadn’t had the guts to ask him throughout these times. I still treated him as my friend. Peronasasaktan din ako. Most nights, I cry dahilangsakitlang sa pakiramdam. Nakakatutoklangako sa phone kopalagi, hoping that he’ll reply. When I wake in the morning, i look at my phone right away to see if he texted, perowala. Bakitbaetoangnafefeelko? Sino basyasa akin? Anobaakosakanya? “Best friends lang kami”, I always tell myself. I kept staring at him until I fell asleep.
I woke up and I did not see him anymore. He was not in the bathroom nor anywhere in the house. I asked my dad as to where he is and he said that Jonathan went home earlier in the morning. He didn’t even say goodbye. “Ano kaya nangyari sa kanyakagabi? Bakitsiyanaglasing? Hindi namansiyaganoon? Ano kaya problema nun?”, I thought. So I texted him:
A: Bab? Okay kalang?
J: Ahh Bab, okay langako. Sorry kagabi hah. Pasensyana din nahindiakonagpaalam sa iyokaninangumaga.
A: Okay langyun Bab. Hope you are okay. Coffee namantayominsan. Miss nakita.
J: Aahh..eh.. Cge Bab. Salamatulit.
After that, he did not reply to my texts anymore nor my calls. I eventually learned from Nikki that he changed his number. I did not bother to ask it anymore. First year in the university had passed and our second year did too, I just noticed nahindikonasiyakaklase in all my subjects though at times I see him at the corridors of our university. Hindi niyaakopinapansin. Eventually, I did not too. We became from closest of friends to strangers in the university halls. As months passed by, I moved on with my life. Maybe it was just a dream, so I thought. But I know it was a great dream. One day, i woke up to a text of an unknown number:
Unknown Number: Hi Bab. I miss you.
-To be continued…
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