May girlfriend ako at oo, mahal ko siya pero ‘di ko magawang lumingon sa “iba”. Siguro nga considerate lang ang girlfriend ko – I know she’s sensitive enough not to know what I really feel. Paminsan-minsan nga kapag may lakad kami’t nahuhuli niya akong lumilingon (both girls and boys) nasisiko ako nang bahagya. Sa girls basta sakto ang boobs, okay naman ang mukha at slim waist, nakakalingon na ako nun. But I tend to react more on men na may chiseled face; broad shoulders, slim waist, fair skin at ‘di bale nang walang abs, basta’t umbok ang chest.
Tawagin niyo na lang akong Jason. Okay naman ako – matangkad, maputi, singkit, lean and a bit muscular. This story happened nung nag-o-OJT ako sa isang office noong college pa ako. I know, this can be unethical but I guess I have to let this story out too, in some “appropriate” forum. The thing is I had it with a client.
Pangatlong week ko na sa office at talagang busy ako juggling duty hours and a subject I was taking up during that summer. Yung girlfriend ko, kahit supportive, eh di maiwasang maghanap sa akin. Eh anong magagawa ko, eh hirap na hirap na nga ako at as much as I want to prioritize her, I just can’t fill her in. Kahit na bumabawi ako sa kanya’t nagte-text, nangungumusta, ina-away nya pa rin ako.
“Bahala ka sa buhay mo.” For a week, ‘di kami nagpansinan. Nangulit ako nang nangulit but the next day I was silenced, at in-enjoy na lang ang “peace of mind”.
Absent ‘yung immediate superior ko so I was replacing her for the day. Isang malaking agency ang pinag-o-OJT-han ko so we were set in rotations. I was sitting in the other table when a client approached her table.
“Hi, excuse me, is Ms. Reyes (not her real name) present? Sabi niya kasi bumalik ako today para ma-process na ‘tong papers ko. Kailangan na kasi sa kabilang agency. I have until this afternoon, urgent lang talaga.”
I was rummaging through my files then, pero nung nakatingala ako di ko naiwasang mailang. He was handsome, tall, at ang requisites ko for a nice guy – chiseled face, fair skin, slim waist, and his chest taking a nice form in his well-fitted white shirt.
“Sorry sir, but apparently Ms. Reyes is not around. Ako nga pala ‘yung OJT assigned for today. I will see what I can do. I’m Jason po.”
“John Doe. Just call me John.”
I looked into the files he was holding and immediately referred the matter to the division head. Ang sabi naman ni Ma’am almost complete na raw yung file although some matters still need some attention. Luckily binigay nya na sa akin in full ang case, kaya ko na raw ‘yun. She permitted us, I and John, to use the conference room.
I asked John several questions. I did some computations, filled in a report, and by lunch time we were done.
“Wow Jason, ayos to, tapos na agad! Salamat ha! Paki sabi na rin pala kay Ms. Reyes salamat!”
“No problem Sir John, my pleasure.”
“Wait, I have to repay you. Join me for lunch, will you?” He looked at me with nice brimming smile.
“Pero Sir ‘di ba hahabulin niyo pa ho ‘yan sa kabilang agency? Baka po malate kayo.”
“Well then, join me sa pagprocess nito. I’ll ask your supervisor to lend you to me for the day.”
As it happens, si Sir John pala ay trusted customer, so my supervisor had me join him. My bosses seem to know him well. Or maybe the management sent other OJTs in the past to help him out. We went out for lunch before going to the next agency.
We were having lunch when he asked me: “May girlfriend ka na ba Jason?”
“Yes Sir, but… It’s been rough for us lately. Di na naman ako pinapansin.”
“You know girls can be difficult at times. Ang hirap nilang ispelengin! Hahaha. Kaya ako, I go the other way.”
Muntik na akong mabilaukan sa drink ko. “What do you mean Sir?”
He wrestled my leg with his leg under the table. He touched my right hand, looked straight into my eyes, and said: “Look Jason. I know you know it. And you like it. I actually like you. There’s something in you that makes me want you.”
Di ako nakasagot. I just looked at him, just as he was looking at me. He broke it off nang may dumaan sa gilid ng table namin. He asked the waiter for the bill, and it then was all awkward.
Ano, papatulan ko ba ‘to? Okay lang naman sa akin, but what if he tells them? Well wala pa naman kaming ginagawa pero paano kung humantong dun? Malay ko ba sa taong ‘to, eh ngayon ko lang ‘to nakita. But then, deep in me, I know I want him more than he does for me.
We were in his car on the way to the next agency sa gitna ng tirik na tirik na araw. Paglabas naming ng restaurant I was feeling more nervous than I previously had been, while he was so happy. Pasipol-sipol pa. He turned on the engine, put some music on – “Nice and Slow” ni Usher. Kumakanta ang mokong. He faced me and smiled. As I was silent and glued on my seat, he stretched his arms out to clamp my seatbelt. I felt his chest on mine, thin fabrics separating them apart. And we drove off.
In between stoplights, he looks at me and gives me his intoxicating smile. On the third stoplight, I gave in and was giving him smiles to. “Yan! Cute ka na naman!” I sang with him – “Hate that I love you” ni Rihanna at Ne-Yo. He started touching my kneecap…my leg…feeling the smooth fabric of my slacks. I was just looking at him and his huge smile.
“You like it?” he asked.
He parked the car sa parking lot ng agency. It was quite dark, and after he stopped the engine and loosened his seat belt, he kissed me on the cheek. He kissed me again. And again. And again. And again – now a smack on my lips. He smiled.
He got out of the car and opened up the door for me. I stepped out and he reached for the files on the dashboard and gave them to me. We walked through the agency’s front door.
“Okay, so I think it’s important that you go with me here. Let me introduce you to some people. Sila yung nag-aapura sa akin dito. Hahaha.” Now he’s back to being Sir John; engaging yet very professional. “Let me be your mentor for the day.”
He introduced me to some people in the agency. I joined them in a meeting sa conference room, and after an hour, we were done.
We walked back to the parking lot and he said: “Alam mo Jason, although we’re of different fields, I think you should really make use of this OJT experience to further your networks, your contacts. Di naman ito sa panggagamit ng iba, but then, trust me, they could surely help you in some ways.”
“Thanks for this Sir John.”
“You’re welcome You know what, I will be your mentor. But you have to repay me.”
I was nervous, very nervous. He drove me back to the office to sign out, and took me to my evening class. In the car, he said: “Di pa tayo tapos Jason. Tonight, my place.”
“Pero Sir John…”
“No Jason, you want this, and you will do this with me.”
Zombie akong nakarating sa evening class ko. Nakatingala lang ako sa lecturer – thinking of nothing else but Sir John.
After my class, Sir John fetched me, and we drove off to his place. Nakarating kami sa condo nya – a nice bachelor’s pad.
“Mmm, di naman.”
Naghubad na si Sir John. He first took off his white shirt, and brushed his hair with his hand. His chest and pecs are so good, just some time spent sa gym. He took off his pants. Ang ganda ng legs nya, not too big, a bit muscular, just right. His bulge is rather huge. He’s an 8-incher.
“Ano? Hubad na?”
I was taking off my shirt as he was looking at me. My thing under is growing. Libog na libog ako sa mga tingin niya sa ‘kin. I took off my pants, my socks, and my briefs. We’re now both naked. He grasped mine.
“This is nice!” I chuckled nervously. “Come on!” He took me with him sa shower.
He turned the shower on and the water dripping off me gave me shivers. He was kissing me on the lips – a long good one - habang hinihipo namin ang isa’t isa in all areas possible. I liked his chest much so I was feeling his chest and his nipples with my hands. The sticks below are fencing. Tila minamasahe nya naman ang buong likod ko, pati na pwet kong matambok. Still we’re kissing each other. Tila wala ng bukas.
The water dripping above us seems not to like what we’re doing. But we like it. Hingal na hingal kami sa kakahipo with the soap lather, kakahalik, kakapaligaya sa isa’t isa amidst the water turbulently soaking us.
I dried him up with a towel, and so did he. Tawa ako nang tawa dahil tinagalan niya ang pagpagpag sa dick ko.
On the bed I sat down, habang nakaluhod siya. He started touching my shaft, and took it all in his mouth. In and out. In and out. In and out his mouth went. He licked my 7-inch shaft. Ungol ako ng ungol. Kahit girlfriend ko di naibibigay ang ganung sensation sa akin. Si John lang. He licked it like a kid eating ice cream. He licked it nice and slow. He licked like theres’s no tomorrow. He did same with my balls. The head of my dick, my shaft, my balls. Hinihigop niya. Malapit na ako, at nagmamaka-awa: “John, please!” Tumigil siya.
“Ikaw naman Jason.”
I kissed him on the lips first. I kissed him on his neck, feeling his man-scent. I touched his chest, and licked his very erect nipples. Umuungol siya. “Aaaaah. Aaaaaah. Aaaaaah.” Tayung-tayo na ang nipples niya. Habang dini-dilaan ko ang left nipple nya at pinaglalaruan ng mga kamay ko ang right nipple at buhok niya, our dicks are having a swordfight. “You like it?” I asked, pero ungol lang ang tugon niya.
I continued licking and kissing his chest, his abs, kanyang kili-kili, his pecs – I just love his torso so much. I continued licking and kissing his man trail, down to his pubes. I touched his dick. “Jason, please!” Binitiwan ko. Kumikisay kisay at hinalik-halikan ko paunti-unti ang ulo nito. Hinu-huli huli ko ng kagat at higop ang ulo nito habang himas-himas ko ang legs niya. “Uuuuh… Uuuuh… Uuuuh…” Tugon niya sa bawat pagpapligaya ko sa kanya.
Sinimulan kong higupin nang buo ang balls niya. I started touching his shaft, and took it all in my mouth. In and out. In and out. In and out my mouth went. Gaya ng ginawa niya ang ginawa ko sa kanya. Malapit na siyang labasan nang tigilan ko ito.
“Pwede ba kitang pasukin?”
“Andyan sa drawer ang lube.”
Nilagyan ko ng lube ang butas niya. Hinay-hinay kong pinasok ang akin sa butas niya.
“Aaaaah, sarap mo Jason.”
Nagsimula akong gumalaw. Dahan-dahan, hangga’t sa unti-unti kong binibilisan.
“Uuh… Uuhh… Aaaaah…. Aaaaah…. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahh…. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahh…. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh... Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahh… Jason fuck me! Aaaaaaaaaaaaaah… Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah… Puta Jason, PUTA! Aaaaaaaaaaaaaahh…”
Patuloy lang ako sa pag-indayog, hanggang sa nilabasan ako sa loob niya. Tigas na tigas pa rin siya kaya muli ko siyang tsinupa hanngang sa labasan siya. He wanked it all on my chest.
Pinunasan niya ang tamod niya at hinalikan akong muli. Ang chest ko, nipples, abs, pecs, kili-kili, the way I love my man to do it on my torso. We kissed each other and wanked each others’ dicks.
We passed out, at nakatulog. By 2 AM, nagising ako. Magpapaalam na sana ako pero sabi niya’t mag-shower muna kami at kakain kami. Di pa pala kami nagdi-dinner.
Kumain kami sa fastfood and talked.
“So what now? I like this.” I asked.
“Wala, ganito lang. I like this too. So fuck buddy?”
“Sure. Fuck buddy.” I smiled.
“If ever you need a job next sem, or when you graduate, or when you need help para sa review, as long as this continues, I’ll help you.”
So ayun, we did it twice that week, and the week after nung nagkabati na kami ng girlfriend ko. After my OJT, we seldom have met but John and I sure had some good moments together.
I’m still with my girlfriend now, I don’t know if she knows about my relationship with John. That’s how considerate my girlfriend is. I sure have introduced her to him one time, and that was it. Nagpaparinig nga siya eh, na despite of HIV instances among male-to-male encounters, she still has no qualms over the deed per se as long as safe sex is done. So ako naman itong si abusado, still having good times with John, and her. Heck, if destiny allows, I will marry her one day. I don’t know what the deal will be between John and I – I’m just enjoying with him as my “buddy” and somewhat my “professional mentor”. Ayos rin pala yung recommendation niya kaya I’m currently employed to my dream job now. I sometimes deal with his business matters now, and just as a good OJT once, I do his bidding.