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Sunday, March 15, 2015

Blushing

By: James

First time ko pala mag sulat dito ng story sa KM, ang storyang to ay base sa totoong nang yari wlang halong libog or sex dito sa storya ko, eto ay simpleng storya lamang na ibabahagi ko kasi pinilit lg ako ng isa kong kaibigan na I post daw yung nang yari samin kasi maganda daw LOL.. Feel free to comment at humusga ok lang sakin mapa bad or good comment :D hahaha so lets start.

Ako nga pala si James (di tunay na pangalan) nakatira dito sa visayas, 19 years old, 6 flat ang height, average built at medyo maputi at gwapo daw sabi nila which is medyo totoo naman hahaha.
Isa akong discreet na BI dito samin wlang nakakaalam ng orientation ko dito kahit cnu dito samin wlang nakakaalam, lalaking lalaki ako manamit, manalita at kumilos kaya hndi mo ako mahahalata na BI ako nalaman ko lg yung pagka BI ko nung highschool pero hndi ko tangap sa sarili ko na ganun ako pero hndi talaga nawala at ngaung taon ko lg talaga naaccept na bi ako totoo ngaung taon lg.

Nagbabasa ako ng mga articles dito sa KM for almost 5months na yata at ngaung month ko lg na tuonan ng pasin yung chat box kasi mobile ginagamit ko pag bumabasa ako dito. Kaya nung napansin ko yung chat box gumawa kaagad ako ng account at nakipagsabayan sa mga topics nila which is more on libog at sex, nung weekend ko lang to nakita marami akong nakilala yung iba inadd ko sa skype pero after nun, meron akong nakita na isang chatter na medyo matino kausap at nag try talaga ako na pansinin nya kasi first ko pa naman at wla akong kakilala which is nag tagumpay naman ako hangang umabot kami na hiningi nya rin skype ko add dito accept duon after that day sa skype na kami nag uusap hangang nagsabi sya na mag videocall kami eh ako naman sa una ayaw ko pero sa kakulitan nya at sya lang yung matino kong kausap sa group eh no choice ako at un na nga nag videocall na kaming dalawa pero ung camera ko nilagyan ko ng tape para hndi masyadong halata yung mukha ko, ou nag videocall kami
at habang tumatagal ung usapan namin nag request sya na kumanta daw ako which is ayaw ko naman kasi hndi naman talaga maganda yung boses ko in the first place baka mapahiya lg pero he force me to do it kaya nag search ako ng kanta na “all of me” kasi un ang request nya alam ko na maganda talaga yung song.
After ko mag search ng kanta shempre nag practice muna ako para hndi rin mapahiya kahit paanu hahaha.. So nung inumpisahan ko na yung kanta shempre nakikinig lg sya at ako naman trying hard na kumakanta mahirap kaya yung kanta sa totoo lg medyo kabado ako totoo kinakabahan ako that time nayun first ko kasi kumanta sa isang tao na kailan ko lg nakilala which is hndi ko naman ginagawa sa iba. After ng kanta he told me na maganda daw yung boses ko natawa lg ako kasi hndi naman talaga maganda yung boses ko after nung videocall namin he ask me na gusto nya daw ako kasi yun daw yung kahina.an nya yung kinakantahan siya kaya he confront me na gusto nya ako at sinabi nya na kung may pag.asa daw siya sakin, pero sabi ko hanggang friendship lg maibibigay ko sa kanya at dun nag simula yung complication ng pagkakaibigan namin when that day ended shempre hndi ako mapalagay kasi sabi nya nasaktan ko daw sya at sanay na daw sya sa rejection (btw pangalan nya pala si Mark hndi din tunay na pangalan) kaya binalewala ko nalg un at natulog when another day strikes which is Sunday nayun muli ako bumalik sa KM chat shempre ganun parin nanonood ng nasa video, chat dito chat doon  at bumalik ako sa skype dahil nag chat sakin si mark at dito nag simula yung conversation namin sabi nya sakin meron daw syang ka videocall last time at sinasayawan nya daw at nag request din ako sa kanya na sayawan nya ako para fair naman kasi kinantahan ko sya dba at eto na yun medyo madrama to hahaha:

Mark: di ako sasayaw
James : Sinayawan mo ung iba ako wla??
Mark : che
Maek : oa mo
James : Che din!!
Mark: di naman tlga ako sumayaw ng todo
Mark: ok
James: Ok..
Mark: galit ka?
Mark:  james?
Mark: sorry
Mark: ;(
Mark: james
Mark: galit ka ba?
 *** Call from Mark  ***
*** Call from Mark  ***
Mark : ok.
Mark :sorry again
James:  Ok
Mark: galit ka ba?
James: Medyo..
Mark: sorry tlga kung OA ako, naiintindihan ko kung ayaw mo na ako kausapin
Mark: sige, remove na lang kita sa contacts ko.
Mark : thank you pala ha and sorry, BYE.
James:  Jan ka magaling eh.. Haist
Mark : magaling san?
James: Minsan sa inaasal mo nakakasakit kana..
Mark :ay sorry
Mark: ;(
James : I have my own feelings also.. Hndi ako manhid katulad ng iba..
Mark: sorry
James : Ok lg na inaunder ako pero minsan pag sobra na nakakasakit dn
Mark: ay ganun ba ako?
Mark: sorry
James: Ou ganun ka gusto mo palagi ikaw sinusuyo konting mali nagagalit ka kaagad.. Haist
Mark: ;(
James: Eh panu naman kami??
Mark : hala. sorry talaga james.
James: Kami na nga nasasaktan kami pa yung magaadjust.. Nakakasakit din..
Mark : ah okay. sorry talaga
James: At eto pla SOFT HEARTED akong tao.. Kaya madali akong magpatawad..
Mark : sorry tlga kung ganito ako, yung tipong naabuso kita, kung nasaktan ka ng sobra
Mark: sorry.
James: Ok lg sakin un pero wag lg sobra..
James : Ok lg sakin sinasaktan ako.. Ganun ako eh..
Mark: hala. umiiyak na ako kasi nagsisisi ako. sorry
James: Ok na to lets move on nlg
James: Tama na ang pag eemote ;)
Mark: di ko mapigilan eh.
James: Hndi to dapat iniiyakan ;)
Mark : pero kasi nagiguilty ako sa ginawa ko tapos yun.
James: Cge labas mo nlg yan muna.. I know you need time..
Mark: thank you, ang hirap pala nito pag may sakit ka
James: may sakit ka?
Mark : oo
James: anu?
Mark : wag na
James : ok i'll respect it ;)
Mark: kaya nga nagtakip ako kasi kagabi, kasi nga mahina immune system ko ngayon plus may sakit pa ako, baka atakihin ako lalo,kaya ang hirap umiyak kasi mahirap huminga
James : so you need to rest eh bat kapa nag cocomputer
Mark: ginagawa ko pa thesis ko
James: hula ko heart disease?
James: meron kang RHD noh?
Mark : :)
James: wag mo nang ideny alam ko mga sintomas nyan
Mark: naiiyak ako
James: parang she's dating the gangster lg ang dating? ^^
Mark : ,  kaya mabilis daw ako magalit and maiyak eh
James: diba may heart disease dun si kathyrine? parang kagaya mo, wag kanang umiyak ako pa may kasalanan nyan pag umatake yan, ikaw din mahihirapan
Mark: oy hindi, kagabi pa din to
James : so ako nga may kasalanan "SIGH"
Mark : oy hindi nga
James: it started yesterday when that moment,.............
Mark: actually YES pero wala na yun
James : anung wla? pero actually meron, dont deny it IT'S ALL BECAUSE OF ME
Mark: okay na naman din ako, hindi nga JAMES, tsk,  please, naiiyak na naman ako
James: YOU CAN'T TELL NOT BECAUSE IT'S ACTUALLY YES, YOU CAN'T CHANGE THE FACT NA IT'S ALL BECAUSE OF ME "SIGH"
Mark: james please, oo na, it started from you and please stop it na
James:  oh common mark you can't change it and i'll accept it because it was actually me
Mark: nahihirapan na akong huminnga,  please lang
James : OK FINE i'll stop it, atleast now you accept that it was actually me...
Mark: vsdaxdx\\
James : I REALLY REGRET THAT THIS HAPPEND "SIGH"
Mark: oy, james, so does it mean na pinagsisihan mo na nakilala moko?
James: REALLY I REGRET IT... I WISH I CAN BRING THE PAST TO CHANGE ALL OF THIS
Mark: i understand, ah ok.
James: I DIDNT MEAN NA I REGRET NA NAKILALA KITA I REGRET NA BAKIT PA AKO NAKIPAG VIDEO CALL SAYU, THATS ALL
Mark: okay
James: BECAUSE OF THAT EVERYTHING BEEN SO DRAMATICALLY SHIT
Mark: hala sorry, ganito na lang, remove mo na lang ako sa contacts mo, yan yung solution para mawala na yan, okay? :) :D , i think, clear na tayo ha? , sige bye.
James: it's up to you mark if you want too then go ahead and all i can say is thanks for being a friend at least for a day i fell so special to someone, but after all of that it's been so wrong i think it's a good idea that we should move one, i can't forgive my self if something wrong to you because of me.......... once again thank you ;)
Mark: i think pa di padin clear, james, di naman dahil sayo tlga, ano ka ba
James: no you cant change the fact mark it’s because of funkin ME, you cannot change that
Mark: sana pala, di ko na sinabi sakit ko, hindi nga james
James: i mean because of that fuckin video call we made and that song.... it turns to this
Mark: please, just don't mind me okay?
James: what?? don't mind you?? after all hahahaha are you joking? heart disease is not easy to cure you know that and i TOTALLY knew it
Mark: i know, and it's so difficult for me to leave you
James: i have been studying in nursing for fuckin 3years ang all you can say is DONT MIND IT.. hahahahaha SHIT that word
Mark: basta wag mo na sisihin sarili mo, okay??? and i've been studying biology for almost four years,and i know everything about it, PLEASE
James : so why you're saying DONT MIND IT?? you cant understand my feelings.....
Mark: huh? feelings?   
James : you know that it's because of me someone is suffering??
Mark : hayyy, stop it na james, please
James: no i cant... i just remember my dad to you.. SHIT
Mark: i admit, ikaw nga yung dahilan pero wala lang to saken kasi sanay na ako dito, everyday, every minute, sorry, i'm so sorry about it
James: it's because of me, as a student nurse last year i didnt help my dad.. that's why i feel so stupid that someone also suffering because of me
*** Call from Mark **
*** Call from Mark  ***
James: you know that feeling that you just watching your dad dying in your own hands nothing to do just watching??? and i cant forgive my self TODAY that's someone also suffering..
*** Call from Mark ***
James: no mark stop calling
*** Missed call from Mark***
Mark : ok
James : i know it's hard for you.... but it's also fuckin hard for me
Mark: ano ka ba, sanay na ako, kitang kausapin
James: no it's a bad idea
Mark : sige na
James: i dont want to hear you suffering
Mark: lels, kakausapin lang kita
*** Call from Mark  ***
Mark: i just wanna clear things out

(pinagusapan namin yung mga bagay dito na dapat naming I clear kasi for me ang nangyari ay isa talagang mali para sakin kasi I did’nt mean to hurt him because hndi ko lg mabigay yung gusto nya and I can’t really forgive myself na nakipag videocall ako sa kanya kaya I said to him na sana mag move on nlg kami sa nangyari kasi hndi naman makakatulong sa kanya kasi nga may sakit sya at yun everything cleared out pero akala ko hndi na kami mag uusap sa skype kasi talagang binura nya ako sa skype contacts nya at masaya naman ako dun kasi nga maka move on na sya sa nang yari and I’m happy na kinaya nya pero…….)

*** Call ended, duration 10:23 ***
James : alteast it's already cleared up
Mark: yes :), ingat ka parati
James : IKAW ANG MAG INGAT ;)
Mark: sige bye, i think last na natin to dito sa skype
James : DONT MIND ME I'M TOTALLY STRONG
Mark: sa KM na lang ha
James: OKOK ;) BYE, SURE
Mark: James?
James: Oh?
Mark : di ko kaya
James: Kayanin mo, Di to pde dba,  Ikaw na nag sabi so panindigan mo for your own good
Mark: nahihirapan ako, na wala ka
James: Eto nlg iblock mo ako block dn kita
Mark: tsk
James: Hndi gagana mga unfriend unfriend nayan, if you want me to get out your life block mo ako block dn kita
Mark: di ko kaya, james, james, hello james, hi james
*** Missed call from Mark***
Mark: james?
*** Missed call from Mark***
James: Oh??
Mark : hello, sana okay na tayo ha
James : Akala ko gusto mo mag move sakin??
Mark: huh?, narealize ko kasi, atleast may new found friend ako, i don't want you to leave, and i'll treat as my friend.

Dito natapus yung convo namin diba boring, madrama at ang corny pa? Hahahaha pero I just want to share my own story hndi man to maganda kagaya ng iba.
Pero hangang ngayun nag uusap parin kami sa skype at crush ang tawag nya sakin, pag hndi ko sya nirereplayan talagang mag chat ng chat yan kulit nga eh pero ok lg sakin at happy ako na nagging friends na kami kahit ganun ang nangyari, sabi pa nga nya sakin ibibigay nya daw lahat sakin LOL natawa lg ako dun cguro ganun nya ako ka LOVE ^^ masaya ako na may tao din pala na sa isa, dalawang araw mo lg nakilala pero parang ang lapit nyu na sa isat isa at nagpapasalamat ako sa KM dahil kahit paanu ang malungkot kong buhay ay nabigyan ng kulay kahit paanu. Sana hndi ka magagalit MARK alam mo kung cnu ako hahaha.. Thanks for the Friendship ;)

The End

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