By: Loki
"And when I hold you in my arms I promise you, you'll gonna feel a love that's beautiful and true. This time ill love you even better than Ive ever been before and you'll be in my heart forevermore"Good Day sa inyong nagbabasa sa blog na ito. Matagal na rin akong nagbabasa sa blog na ito. Sorry if i mess up some of my words specially in tagalog cause bisaya ako and hindi ako that fluent. Pasesnya na rin if hindi kayo magandahan sa pagkasulat ko, hindi ako writer hahaha :D
Just call me Loki (not my real name, fan lang ng Avengers hehehe) Im 26 y.o. I was born and raised somewhere in Visayas. I am out and loud na gay though I dont crossdress, malamya lang talaga magsalita. Isa rin akong nurse kaya medyo vain pagdating sa skin care.
Yesterday (June 27 2015)
May natangap akong message sa FB.
"I still love you. Please come back. Please Stay with me. I want you back"
Hindi ko alam kung ano ang isasagot ko. I felt weak deep inside. Two years? Its been two years... Fck! Basta nalang tumulo ang mga luha sa mga mata ko. After all, I thought nakapag move on na ako. Hindi pa pala. Akala ko pagkatapos kong umalis at magpaka layo layo ay matatapos na lahat. I was wrong.
4 years ago, I was 22 back then, a young budding nurse in one of the hospitals in the metropolis, volunteer palang at naghahanap ng working experience. I am honest to say na I never had any experience with boys, if I wanted to have one Im sure marami akong makikita, but I was hesitant to find one. Feeling ko kasi walang lalaking magmamahal sa katulad ko, at kahit meron man Im sure iiwanan lang rin ako. So I told myself never to fall in love, di bale ng magka crush ako or magfantasize basta wag lang akong makipag relasyon. But fate has other plans. Just as I was to be promoted as a casual nurse sa hospital namin, I got a call from my oldest brother who is based in Singapore. Kailangan daw ng magbabantay sa pamangkin ko na 1 year old since babalik na sa trabaho ang asawa nya.






















