White Party

By: John

Good day Mr. Moderator. I have been reading stories here for the past 1 year already, and it made me horny as hell that I sometimes ejaculate 8 times a day just by reading. Anyways I also wanted to share my story. It’s not a story of libido which most of the readers are after to, I don’t exempt myself from that, but rather it’s about love. My love story, which amazed a lot of my friends and family. Ngayun ko lang eto e shashare. Forgive me if I’m going to tell my story in English, with a lot of grammatical and typo errors..hindi lang tlga cguro ako nasanay mag sulat ng tagalog, lalo na pag bisaya hehehe and lahi.
Call me by the name John ( not my real name). I’m currently 30 yrs old, originally from Bacolod, and currently living in Sta Rosa, Laguna. I’m renting an apartment alone. I stand 5’7” or some say 5’6”, average body built, hairy chest and legs. Way back in the province, I already knew that I’m attracted to boys. I was molested by our neighbor (21yrs old at that time) when I was 9yrs old. That was the first time that I was fucked and it really hurts like hell!!! But sooner he had been my fubu, we had this kind of relationship thing until I graduated highschool. Until I went to college, and went to Laguna for work.
It was 2005, March, I guessed. I smell freedom, since I can work on my own, away from parents. (By the way my parents are the most loving and caring, and understanding persons I’ve known). Since I came from the province, hindi ako expose sa totoong mundo ng bisexuals, gays, or transgender, sa tinatawag na city setting. Although alam ko ang sex, I’m good at sucking and muscle control. I joined guys4men at that time, and I saw an ad about the white party to be held at Padis point, Binan. At that time sa Olivares pa yun. I was excited to go and mingle, but no more tickets, and then there was a number posted if in case wala na tickets. So I texted the number and the reply says “Please text this number 09xxxxxx…baka sya may ticket pa”, so I did.
Me : hi! May ticket kappa bas a white party na gaganapin sa Binan? Pls txtback. 

Him : huh!! Anong white party? Anong ticket, wrong number ka!!!
Me : somebody gve ur nmber to me pra sa tcket.

Him : sorry di ako nagpupunta sa gnyan, di mo ba alam ang wrd na dscret? Lol

Me : alam (but actually di ko pa tlga alam nun heheheh)

Me : u knw what kng wala slmat nalang no need to explain. Duh

Him : explain mo mukha mo!!!!

After 1 hr

Him : ano nahimasmasan ka? Nakahanap ka? Lol

Me : ano paki mo? Bakt inggit ka?

Him : sungit!!! Ako nga pla c Dave…kaw nu name mo? Sungit? Lol

Me : Epal ka noh!! Presko!!

Him : oy sorry na….promise usapang matino..ano name mo?

Me : John.

Him : oy….ngiti na sya eehehehehe.

Dave and I had been textmates for 6 months, until we decide to meet. I have work at that time 2-10pm ang shift ko, he told me to meet him in their house in St Joseph, Cabuyao. Sabi nya sakin, pagdating mo pasok kanlang sa gate open nay an at pasok ka sa pinto. (natural alangan sa bintana). I saw his silhouette on the screen door. He stands 5’8” payat, at semikalbo, he was 22 at that time and I was 26. When he saw me, parang ayaw pa nya hahahaha sakin, kaso ala na sya magawa, andun na ako eh. Then he was just wearing a white boxer brief, wherein para skin it was the first time I met someone na naka brief lang sa harap ko. He looks like Vic Sotto, younger version. Then he started to removed his boxer brief, and I saw his dick it was about 6” at mataba, at tayong tayo. I was shivering when I hold it, then di ko napansin sarili ko, dineep throat, ko agad, which made him hold his breath, at sabay sabi Fuck!!! Shit isa pa!!! at ginawa ko namn…at di ko napansin na nakahubad na ako. Honestly I don’t wanna be sucked, I want my man as pure top. Then he pulled a long sofa, humiga sya dun at sabi sakin upuan mo….napatigil ako, and sabi ko sa sarili ko, ang laki kaya ko ba to. Sabi ko sa kanya, “Baka di ko kaya” and he pulled me towards him and suddenly put some lub on his dick and trust it to my hole, napaangat ako at nahilo sa sakit na naramdaman ko, then it was the first time he kissed, passionately while trusting his dick unto me, hanggang sa nag give up narin ang katwan ko at nasasarapan na ako, na ang hindi nya alam, once a dick gets inside my butt sucked dick as if its like a mouth. Then I started to do the muscle control, which made him arched his back on the sofa, and bit my nipple. After making love, he kissed me passionately, and hugged me, magkatabi kami nahiga sa sofa walang saplot, sabi ko sa kay Dave “Sayang it’s just another one day stand”, “Bakit” tanong nya, “I don’t’t know, I found trust and love sa mata mo…I like you!! I don’t know if it’s possible to love someone you only known for 6months in text and met in just 3 hrs of sex” , “Malay mo” Sagot nya.

I went to wrok, with buttache, and pag uwi ng bahay naisip ko sya, but I was happy natikman ko sya, he handles sex with passion. The next time na nagkita kami was July, Birthday ko the next day, nag text sya, Him : san ka?

Me : bahay? Long time ah…kaw?

Him : kita tayo 6pm sa balibago.

Me : huh? Ano yun instant? May work ako pag dadahilan ko.

Him : wala ka work dba restday mo ngayun. Meet me, ill wait.

Napaisip ako, he was demanding, and ako nmn natakot nab aka nga mag antay sya and at the same masaya gusto ko rin sya makita. I went to Balibago, (He was late by 30mins) he was studying at that time in STI Sta Rosa. Pagkakita nya sakin nagsorry agad sya, dahil late sya. Then he grabbed my hand and told me to follow him. Dinala nya ako sa motel, which was my first time. Kinabahan ako at nahihiyang habang papasok kami, although pinauna nya ako pumasok. “Bakit mo ko dinala ditto, kakahiya” sabi ko, “Para masolo kita” sagot nya sabay tanggal ng saplot nya. “O maghubad kana at tabi kana sa akin” utos nya, pagkatabi ko sa kanya bigla nya akong pinadapa, at tinutok nya sa butas ko ang titi nya na tigas na tigas na, nanlaban ako pero wala ako magawa, mas malaki sya sakin, naiyak ako, tumulo luha ko, at dun lang sya nag dahan dahan, at ng matapos sya di ako gumalaw, kumuha sya ng wet tissue sa bag nya, at pinunasan ang titi nya at pwet ko, at napansin nya na dinugo ako. “Sorry ok klang ba?” ang tanong ni Dave, wala ako sinagot. Di nya kasi alam na namolestya na ako nung bata pa ako, parang binalik nya ang alaalang yun sa ginawa nya sa akin. He hugged me tight kahit wala akong imik, “remember when you said the first time na nagkita tayo, na baka 1 day stand lang yun?, well hindi kana nawaglit sa isip ko, after that day” ang sabi ni Dave, ako nmn wala parin, nagagalit ako dahil sa pag pwersa nya sakin, pwede nmn magpaalam dba!!. “ When I go to sleep it is your eyes that I saw, and your smile, sorry kung nasaktan ka sa ginawa ko, it seems I like you already” ang pagtutuloy ni Dave. “Nasasabi mo yan dahil nakuha mo gusto mo, ano pampalubag loob” ang madiin kong sagot. He took out a box of chocolate sa bag nya, with 1 stalk of red rose, n anabali na at lagas na dahil sa tinago nya sa bag nya, and told me “Happy Birthday…” alam ni Dave na birthday ko na bukas, but I was never expecting something from him. “Pwede ba natin e try na maging tayo?” ang tanong ni Dave sakin… “Seryoso ka? O gusto mo lang akong paglaruan, but I get the chocolate at rose, mahilig ako sa chocolate. “you don’t need to answer me now, I will wait. Tomorrow kita tayo ulit same time”, “What made you think na makikipagmeet ako sayo after what you did?” ang tanong ko. “I don’t know, I just felt it, kung di ka pupunta ok lang”. My birthday came, at di ako pumunta sa oras na sinabi nya. Then 10pm may kumatok sa boarding house ko, my boardmate (BM) na girl nagbukas ng pinto.

BM : sino po sila? Sino po hanap nyo?

Dave : andyan po ba si John?

BM : ah wait lang ha…John! John! May naghahanap sayo…

BM : (John, sino yan cute hehehe) pabulong na sabi.

Paglabas ko, laking gulat ko si Dave….di ko sya pinagbuksan. At pano nya nalaman ang boardinghouse ko.

Dave :happy Birthday John!!!!, bakit di ka dumating? (ang malungkot nyang tanong, agad kong binuksan ang gate at kinausap sya)

Me : ano ginagwa mo dito at panu mo ko natuntun?

Dave : nung umuwi ka kagabi after ng motel, sinundan kita, dahil baka kung ano mangyari sayo, dahil dinugo ka nung ginalaw kita ng marahas. Nag alala ako kaya alam ko kung saan ka puntahan. Pero bakit di ka pumunta?

Me : bakit obligado ba ako pumunta? Alam mo umuwi kana, gabi na, and u saw me I’m ok.

Walang sagot si Dave at umalis sya agad, ng walang sabi. Napaisip ko at nagtaka sa mga kinikilos nya. Hanggang sa hindi na sya tumigil sa kakapunta sa bahay, na kinalaunan, nakasanayan ko narin sya kausapin, minsan ng asinundo nya ako sa Caltex, at inabutan ng Teddy bear sa harap ng mg aka workmate ko, hiyang hiya ako pero sya masaya sya sa ginawa nya….hanggang sa sinagot ko sya hindi dahil mahal ko sya pero dahil, nakukulitan ako. Im loving someone else at that time my best friend na straight. Until one night nasa boarding house kami at nandun ang mga boardmates ko at ang best friend ko. Todo asikaso ako sa best friend ko, at nakalimutan ko na andyan si Dave. Kinausap ako ng bestfriend kong girl na boardmate ko din, at sinabihan na nakakawa si Dave kanina pa nya napupuna ang ginagawa ko. Narinig ni Dave ang usapan naming, at Biglang sya nagpaalam na uuwi na dahil may gagwin pa daw syang assignment. Paglabas ng gate

Me : Dave wait, sorry….hindi kita na asikaso.

Dave : bakit dahil busy ka sa bestfriend mo? Todo asikaso ka? Dinala mo ba ako dito para saktan ako? (naluluha na sya at that time at garalgal na boses nya, pero ramdam mo ang galit sa tono nito)

Dave : ako ginawa ko lahat para sayo, para mapasaya ka, dahil mahal kita John. Kaso parang baliwala pala sayo yun…Masakit ang nakita ko John. Sana masaya ka sa piling nya.

Para akong nabuhusan ng malamig na tubig sa mga sinabi nya at tumalikod si Dave at umalis, di ako nakapagsalita. Buong gabi naiiyak ako, di ko inisip na tamaan ng ganung emosyon ang puso ko. I was calling him but cannot be reach ang number nya. For a week di sya nagparamdam, at that time ako nmn ang naghahabol sa kanya, dahil sa mga sinabi nya narealize ko sa sarili ko na mahal ko sya, at ayoko mawala ang tanging tao na nagbibigay saya at halaga sakin. Na realize ko kung gano sya kahalaga sa buhay ko. Pumunt ako ng STI at inabangan sya…at sa tuwing akmang lalapit ako, nakikipag kumpulan sya sa mga kaklase nya. Para akong mababaliw sa nangyari, dahil sa katangahan ko. Hanggang sa nagkasakit ako. Mag isa lang ako sa boarding house nun, at biglang nagbukas ang gate, at pumasok sya, may dala syang food at sopas, di nya ako pinasin, inayos nya ang pagkain at dinala sa tabi ko, pinaupo nya ako, naktalikod sa kanya na parang yakap nya ako, at sinubuan ng sabaw, nakita ko ang luha sa sa mata nya, at tumulo eto sa sabaw at di ko napigilan ang sarili ko humagulgol sa kanya at mag sorry ng mag sorry. He hugged me tight, and whispered sorry to me and kiss me gently and told me “Ikaw lang John ang tanging tao nan g bibigay saya sa buhay ko. Mahala na mahal kita”, sumagot ako habang humahagulgol “Mahal na mahal din kita Dave!!! Wag mo na akong iiwan ulit…” (I was crying when I was writing this part of the story)

Dave and I have been partner hanggang sa dumating ang pagsubok sa aming relasyon nung 2010

Abangan nyo po sana nagustuhan nyo ang love story naming ng asawa ko. Sorry po sa mga maling pagkakasulat.