Can't Get Over At Cebu

By: James Lee

Hi, tawagan nyo nalang akong James Lee. Obviously thats not my real name. This is my first time to submit a story here. So please bear with me. Sorry rin if nag e english ako, its just that im more comfortable writing in english kesa tagalog. But that doens't mean perfect yung grammar ko or yung spelling. Hahahah.

So this story happened in Cebu. Cebuano ako. So before I start let me tell you that my sexuality. I don't like labels. I hate to be categories as gay, or bi or even straight. I just want people to know me and accept me. So ano ba talaga ako? hmmm, let just put it this way... "I fall in love with women and I fall in lust with men." XD

Nasubukan mo na bang umibig ng sobra, yung akala mo sya na. Kaya inubos mo lahat ng pag ibig mo sa kanya? Well, I guess thats what happened to me. Her name was Sarah, she was everything I ever wanted in a girl.  but sadly it didn't last... I realized that sometimes no matter how perfect things may seem it just isn't meant to last.

it took me four years to get over her. Fours years and then I just gave up. Because you could only hurt yourself so much until you feel numb. And thats is when I started to experiment.

I guess I had always been curious. I never like straight porn. Or should I say I prefer to jack off with M2M. Even before I had girlfriends, I still watch gay porn. And if you are wondering.. yes I've fooled around with my past gf's. And i like it, but when it comes to satisfying myself I prefer to watch guys on guys.

So I had a second account in fb. A secret account. At first it was used as a means of stalking other people that are not my friends but then as time past by it became a means of meeting people like me, or should I say people with similar interest.

There was this particular guy. He was an open bisexual. Lets just call him Dan. I met him through fb and then we started chatting. after that we exchange number.

after a few days of texting, he invited me over at his place. It was my first time, so i didn't really know what to expect. I was scared of going but it was one of those "what the hell" moments wherein you just don't care.

so we decided in meet in a mall near their house. Dan, was your regular guy. He was the same height as me. He has a lean with cute childish face. he was what you call a twink. And I like it. We hit it off at once. We decided to buy food at the grocery.

upon arriving at his place we talked about regular stuff. I asked him who was at home and he said him and their maid only. So that made me feel quite at ease.

We ate the food that we bought. And then while eating I noticed that he was staring at me.

Dan asked me, "Half ka?!"

And i was like, "what?"

"Are you pure pinoy or do you have foreign blood."

I laugh at the question. I don't consider myself as good looking. Yes maybe on the right angles but on normal days I look hideous.

That was really the ice breaker for me. After that I was starting to get comfortable around him.

We watched television for a while. Then I told him that I forgot to bring the dvd I promise to bring. So I asked him to show me his pictures. You see he was a amatuer photographer.

We went into his room. And he turned on the computer. I watched from his back as he clicked through his photos. I was impress since I was also into photography. He also should me shirtless photos of him and those almost naked pics. It didn't took long until I started to get hard.

He noticed it because I was leaning against his back as he was on the computer. I guess he felt myself getting hard because he looked at up at me. I smiled.

Nobody wanted to make the first move. we started to playfully fought over the mouse because there were pics he refuses me to see. I was rubbing my hardness in his back.

One thing lead to another and then we started to wrestle in his bed. Out of nowhere. I pulled him close to me and kissed him.

That kissed surprise me more than him. But I could not back down. I was becoming agressive towards him and he was playing the innocent one. It was a playful foreplay. I stole many kisses from him before finally he stood up and locked his room. He took of his shirt on and I took mine. We played a little bit more. He playfully bit my nipples which I found very deliteful.

When we were fully naked we took turns in sucking each other. his dick was broader but mine was taller. It he suck great. I could help but grab his head to shove my whole dick inside his mouth. we were both moaning quite loud but at that moment I could care.

We fucked all over his room. I guess I was discovering sex for the first time. We were at the couch when I felt myself coming.

He laid in his back willing to be fuck. I played with his butt. He had a nice bubble butt. I grind behind him. Sliding my cocl near his butt hole. BUt i guess I wasn't ready yet. I was scared. He didn't forced me to fuck him instead he made me seat in the couch while he kneeled on the floor to suck my throbbing hard cock.

"Shit, Lamia... sige chupaa pa ko... ahhh kalami. Lami ohy.... shit sige pa. Ahhhh,"

these were the words that came out my mouth while my cock filled his.

"Sige pa Dan, Paspasi... Ahhhh anah..."

i said as i forced his myself deeper in his mouth.

"Hapit nako (I'm almost there), sige chupa pa akong oten (suck my cock more)... ahhhh shit Dan lamia oh... Ahhh, ohhhh... sige pa... anah... tilapi akong itlog (lick my balls).

he oblidged.

"Kana Dan hapit nako... ahhhhhhh... hapit na, sige pa... ahhhhhhh."

and then when I felt myself coming I shoved my dick deeper in his hot mouth. I knew that I was choking him but the sensation indescribable. i came out inside his mouth, he eat most of my cum but I guess there was just too much because he spit some in his t shirt.

It was an erotic sight to see a guy with your cum dripping in his mouth. I pulled him up and kissed him.

I tasted my cum in his mouth. We played for a little while and then he stood up to clean himself in the bathroom.

I laid naked in the couch thinking how I have gotten into this. I felt satisfied sexually but after the sex I still fill empty. Maybe it was because I rush myself into the experience. I don't know. But one thing I was sure of as Dan step outside the bathroom. There will be a second time, after this there is no turning back. I told myself as I pulled Dan back in the couch and we cuddled to sleep.