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Tuesday, April 9, 2013

Puppy Love Thing

By: Anonymous

Hello po sa lahat! Been visiting the site for quite some time and I enjoyed it. Felt like I found my place sa web. Nabasa ko most of the stories and I think I wanna share mine. Sa mga malilibog pasensya na pero wala itong halong sex something. Pasensya na din sa Tagalog ko. Bisaya here. And to my sentence construction and grammar I know marami maselan dito pero I will try my best to share my “kagagahan sa pag-ibig” na maintindihan ng lahat.

This is more of a puppy love pa cute thing:

I am already 24 years old and two years ago, I decided to come out from my shell and spread my wings two years ago, I did it after graduating in college while having training for work, Oh Divah? Landi lang!.

My family knew since then that Im gay but we do not talk about it which is good thing, pero they keep on reminding to behave! LOL. I came out so that people will know im gay. Para di tanong ng tanong kung kelan ako mag aasawa. I tried to be discreet pero alam nyo na pag serena ka, serena kang talaga. My friends got some suspicion but they didn’t dare ask me. Ready naman akong sumagot wala lang talagang nag tatanong!

So try to imagine yung 22 years na pinipigilan kung tumili pag nakikita ko yung crush. Yung panahon na gusto kung lumandi pero di ko magawa. Yung gusto kung bumati ng “Amega kumusta na ang beauty?” With pilantik ng hands? Pero sabi ko lang Hello! I may have wasted my time pero di rin masyado. I tried to landi on my own ways. Anyways hanggat di pa ako kinukuha ni Lord my time pa din to enjoy being me.(sana di nga lang sooner: knock on wood) :P
I started to realize na I am totally gay during 3rd year college when I have this unbearable, overflowing and mind buggling admiration sa isang kaklase ko. Tawagin nalang natin siyang “Arn2x”. Maputi, medyo tsinito at kalbo, di maskulado pero may laman at higit sa lahat maingay, makulit ngunit misteryoso. Yun ang katangian nya that I admire the most. How could someone be obnoxiously loud yet so mysterious! Yung tipo na di mo mawari ang ini-isip if he stares at you.
Magkaklase kami 2nd year pa. May crush pa ako dati na girl.hehehehe Kaya di pa ako sure about my preferences. Na develop lang yung feelings ko during 2nd sem. Nung nagkasama kami sa PE. Team sports ang PE naming that time: Volleyball at Softball. Magkasama kami sa team and sya yung Team Leader namin.

Syempre prior sa laro may warm up and stuff. I always make sure na magkatabi kami during warm up or kung di man dapat mga 2 meters away at least ang layo. :D (Di ko pala na mention: nung college ako talagang ang tahimik ko: I don’t start a conversation unless may kailangan talaga ako) Arn2x is my exact opposite. Siya yung pinaka madaldal sa klase. So he keeps on picking on me in a nice way. Kilig naman ako. Alam mo yung inaasar ka pero may respeto pa din. And I know that he knows who I really am.

Sa both sports, ako yung star player (modesty aside) yung pitcher sa Softball and yung attacker sa Volleyball. So, since sya yung Team Leader at ako yung star player (charot) we always work hand in hand. Especially if tight yung game he always encourage me to do my best: Sa softball, minsan pangit yung pitch ko, he always ask if kaya ko pa or masakit na balikat ko, with matching touch yun ha? Na I really appreciate kaseh di ko pa naranasan to get that kind of attention from guys. Then yung pinaka super na hulog na talaga loob ko sa kanya was during sa aming Vball game. Siya yung setter ko that time, di masyado maganda yung set so I tried to adjust, ang sama nang landing ko, medyo madulas kaseh yung court and nawala balance ko and I went down straight sa floor. Yung pagkakadulas ni Ms USA sa miss universe? Ganun ang itsura ko and it really hurt. Syempre! Andyan ang knight in shining armor ko. Sya umakay sa akin palabas ng court. Di naman masyado grabe so continue yung laro without me…pahinga lang ng kunti: syempre he needs to play the game kaseh wala na mag lead: Feelingera ko naman if he will stay pa by my side: (charot) Pero even if he plays he keeps on looking at me na concern na di mo a lam na ngingiti at sesenyas ng thumps up if he scores a point. Naging cheerleader na lang kaseh ako kaseh masakit talaga pwet ko.

Alam ko na wala naman yun, kaseh straight talaga siya at may nililigawan pa. So parang sa panaginip na lang yun. Pero siya kaseh ehhh! Palaging nandiyan pag kailangan mo, di kami gaano ka close pero almost always magkasama sa projects, at magkatabi sa class, he makes me smile and made me feel na I am existing, lagging nangungulit kaseh ng kahit na ano. Wala naman ako masagot kaseh, I am starting fall for him. Kung alam lang nya. That’s the time na I tried to step a foot back everytime he tried to go near me,(choosy lang?) kaseh alam ko walang malisya yung ginagawa nya ako lang ata ang nag iilusyon. Di na kami naging magkaklase nung 3rd year, kung kelan pa naman na nalaman ko na kung ano talaga ang gusto ko.

Anyways. Siya yung unang nagpatibok ng baklang puso ko na hanggang ngayon ay andito pa rin ang epekto nya. Si Arn2X! Actually may isa pang nagpatibok ng puso ko after him. When I started to work. Tseka na lang sa susunod. Please feel free to comment on how to improve my writing skills. Balak ko pa kaseng I share ang isa. And other gay stories of me. Salamat sa pagbabasa. --- Emman

13 comments:

  1. nakaka relate ako jan., i too have a crush nung 3rd year college ako (sya pa rin hanggang ngayon...) i know he's straight and all, but still i'm stupid enough to confess my feelings sa kanya. of course, reject ang lola.. but the nicest thing is, d parin nag bago yung pakikitungo nya towards me.. we r still friends but under clear perspectives.. nice story by the way..

    -... silver_faun

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  2. this is nice, malalaman mo sincerity ng author, kung gay, edi gay, paki ba nila, i want to meet the author, but not for sex stuff, just a talk.

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  3. @silver fun: i admire your courage to tell the guy. ang bait din naman nung guy. sana makahanap ka rin ng magmamahal sayo. -jj

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  4. Ui ate author bka c arn2 na yang nagc0mment sa taas o.hehe.nice st0ry.walang kahalayan pero maganda ang knalbasan. Nkarelate ako.may crush din ako kaklase ko..haha.tingin2 nalang drama ko nun.t0ink

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  5. parang na photoshop yung abs nung model

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  6. huwag ng i-publish yung isang story

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  7. san po kau sa manila?

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  8. I can relate to that. Nice one Emman! I wish I have the courage to share my two stories too. Kaso tragic lang, namatay lang siya due to road accident and the other one is all about having a secret affair with a PMAyer. E-draft ko na lang muna pag may time ako. Ciao!

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  9. Nice di nman kasi lahat puro.kalibugan na.lang e share tsaka marami din.talagang ganun eh.ung tipong pigil ilabas ang landi, tama na.ung napapansin siya sa guy, but the story something cute for me and realistic

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  10. I wish ganyan den ako ka open. tara Usap around Eastwood here

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  11. Nice story:).. 17 palang ako pero may sarili na din akong love story.. Pero ung sa akin madrama kase noong time na un pinapili cia ng gf nia(ex na nia ngayon kasi ako na present nia >///<) kung cnu ung mas pipiliin nia, cia ba na gf nia or ako na bestfriend na gay.. Alam kung nahihirapan ciang mamili nung tym na un kya nagparaya nalang ako.. At hndi lang un ung nangyari, marami..

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  12. So realistic :)

    I also had this kind of story, na nafall ako sa childhood friend ko but this is different, MAY GUSTO rin kase sya sa'ken but nireject ko sya and I chose to stay as his friend. Friend kase family nmen kaya ayaw ko gumawa ng bagay na sisira dito, though ininda ko sya for several weeks... Naahhh..

    Anyways, thanks for the story mr. author

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  13. ako din relate!!!.kilig ako.. almost of it..!! pero i'm studying pa kasi now... haha graduating na .. college!!.. haha...mamaya na yang love life..!! kung tapos sa sa school... anyways,,, 3 months nalang... haha,,,,.....anyways... dont change your writing... yan yung magpapatunay na totoo ang sinusulat mo..hehe...

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